cut me off because I won’t cut you off…

I think the reason I stop myself from catching feelings is because once I do they are there FOREVER. this includes friends, entanglements, situationships and relationships. I am literally incapable of cutting anyone off. unless, you do something to someone I care about or something unforgivable. im literally still friends with my ex boyfriend from 8th grade. thats my man & imma stand beside him. kidding, kinda. my brother loves to point out that I talk to people forever. I swear my longest entanglement is 16 years and im now 26. I just find it hard not to be invested in peoples lives once I know about them and their character. I want everyone to win and if I can help them reach their goal I will. Now this doesn’t mean that I am in contact with every single person I care about daily. but I do pray for them and will message them on occasion. its a blessing and a curse bc some mfs have me figured out….just when im about to move on and let go they swoop in. as much as I want to tell them to eff off, I just know that 5 minutes later im gonna call and see if everything was taken care of. I love hard as well. so if I tell you I love you and your intentions aren’t pure….

cut me off because I won’t cut you off….